heartbroken

Why do relationships have to suck real bad?

posted 3:15AM

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UPDATE, posted this 9:30 AM
Almost 7 hours after my heartbreaking experience early this morning.

Marvin and I met again to talk. I didn't want to give in to 'again' promises that will be broken. My head was clear, whatever he does - my answer is NO MORE. When we dined, this TSOKO.NUT store has thier radio on. The intro kept on playing. I pulled my chair and sat. The song started playing

I don't want to lose you,
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

the song is entitled 'love just ain't enough'. I smiled a bit, Lord is testing me I said to myself. And then I just shrug it off. We talked and realized this relationship has not survived three years just for nothing. I'm in pain I tell you. For those of you out there who have been celebrating their relationships, I know you will agree on me that it's not happy moments all the time - as much as you want it, there are things that will really test your persistence and determination to go on.


the next thing I know, Mariah Carey was on...

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!
you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby