hope you enjoy reading! - mae :)


Sep 28, 2005

Long Way Starts Here

long way starts here magnify

for the past few months, my body kinda lay back a bit and stopped thinking about my future. i have not thought of something that i wanted to achieve for the coming years, longterm and short term goals. That's the reason why I think I am really not going anywhere. Well, sleeping giant should be awaken and I have to do something about my life or else I might get old like this - hahaha.

there would be a long way to go.. so much to learn, so much to give, to get, to experience, so i'm taking one step at a time.. everything is starting from here.. God help me.. :)

hopefully I can get something for my family- I need a business that can sustain us for the years to come. hopefully, if not this year, with God's will - next year, we can put this into material. from here, another business sana can materialize - para samen naman - the KIDS... hehehe.

well i want a career so if ever i have my own business already, i won't be resigning from work - i don't want yet. besides, you get to meet a lot of people when you work. if this time comes, hopefully my brother would have gone to states to work naman for himself - like what he really wanted. my sister would have been working by this time too, para sa sarili din niya. so after few more years of making money - hehehe.. i can settle down and move out of the country. gawing bakasyunan na lang ang Pilipinas - hehehehe... joke lang. :)

well, it all boils down to our values - working hard, dedication to work, saving money, putting your goals in front of you, loving people around you, taking away negative vibrations and negative people, laughing, crying, LIVING... the life that you always wanted and of course, placing GOD in the center of all these... I LOVE YOU LORD.. thank you so much for all the blessing all these years.. with your mercy, I know nothing is impossible.

Sep 25, 2005

Happy and In-Love

happy and in-Love - haha :) magnify


it's been a while since the last time i wrote here. The last entry that i had w/c was LAST SHIFT AS AN AGENT was 2 months ago.


I had 2 new hire classes for those past months and i learned a lot from them. there were times that i really felt like crying because everything is just a mess and everything feels so frustrating pag may nangyaring kakaiba. teaching and being a trainer is different from what i used to do before. it is way different from what i have learned during college too. well, nevertheless, i sincerely appreciate every single day of my life, i'm having fun and i'm learning.

I truly miss my HN family. The family that gave me the encouragement that I can do things and that they trust me so much that I can definitely achieve my goals in LIFE. I hope they know how much i LOVE them :)

Speaking of love, i know few people have secrets to share - di ba chel? This is the reason why i am happy, i think i'm in Love with Love itself - haha - nye!

till next time, ciao!!

Sep 24, 2005

October 23 - October 24

October23-24 magnify


hehe.. eto na naman ako.

recently, i co-celebrated the 1st birthday of one of the most important person in my life. there is a long way to go and i know i'm eager till that day comes. :)


Sep 17, 2005

Hoping For the Best

hoping for the best magnify

i honestly don't know that i am hurting you in anyway, u are hurt as much as i am. i can even give your liberty back, just tell me now, i just wish you would be happy, as happy as i was.

i can't do anything as of the moment, i'm just hoping for the best of what would happen. i am no longer myself, i'm suddenly getting tired of all these. but, i want to hold on more, not because i'm afraid to experience pain, but because i know i love you - no more, no less.

life is too short for drama and petty problems. Life is too short to be anything but HAPPY.

So... kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly.

When Was The Last Time You Cried?

when was the last time you cried? magnify

have you ever felt like..

a simple text message makes you cry?

a simple thought on something makes you cry?

a simple word from someone makes you cry?

and have you ever tried to make yourself 'immune' about it so it wouldn't hurt anymore?

"pain is a phantom of the mind" - how true??